the separation of God is hell

The idea that you are connected to God.

What is worse than having all the opportunity in the world and “choosing” to lie in bed helpless with the thought that nothing can get better than this? You have reached everything you have ever wanted in your life and feel empty. The world has fulfilled you with all of its gifts, but it does not fulfill you. So here you are lying in bed. Thinking that you’d rather be asleep or dead than alive.

Oh the gospel.

Why do you wake up in the morning? Well if your life sucks there is a reason to not get up. But what if your life is amazing, but you are not happy? Why get up in the morning? The dreams in your sleep are the only real abyss you have.

I've come to the conclusion that we wake up each morning because we believe the world is going to become a better place. Why would we believe such a thing when we do not know the outcome of the day? Well because we have faith that it will be. Would you get up in the morning if you knew it was not going to be a good day? Or if you thought it might be a bad day? It's actually a tough question for me to answer, but playing it out in my head it's no. If you get up at all it is because you have at least a little faith that something might go well or in your favor. Even if you know the whole day is going to suck, you have faith that there might be some good in it. So my conclusion is that we must wake up each morning because we have faith something good might happen.

But why do we believe that? Why do we have faith? Why do we believe in faith? We as humans can see the future. Why do have the belief and faith that something good will happen or is to come? I've I'm being real this is an argument for God for me. Atheist or not every thing we do we act as though something good is going to happen. It manifests itself in our everyday life. It's a weird thing to have a belief and faith in something good when there is no God. God to me is the good. He is the belief and faith that good is triumph. The opposite would be having no faith or the faith in nothing good will happen. This is the separation of God. This is hell. Not the metaphysical burning, I mean this is what it feels like to be in hell. It is simply the separation of God. It is having no faith in the future that something good will happen and is metaphysically burning you for an eternity. This is having no reason to wake up and get out of bed in the morning. You have no faith. You do not foresee any good. This is where you will die unless you find God again. You choose to have faith that good will happen. You choose to come closer to God as his hand is always stretching out for you. Good is right around the corner.

Now can you have faith in the bad? And can you have no faith and believe in good?

Yes, you can have faith in bad. This is manifested as the devil. Having faith in the bad is the purity of evil that you can manifest. I do not feel like I need to explain this one. If you believe you can do bad, you can do bad.

Can you have no faith and believe in the good to come? No. You need faith for belief. Maybe instead, can you do good without faith that you may be able to do good? Can you do good without God? No. But why? yo need the faith and the beleif .Otherwise you will be nihilistic. You bwnight do good" but who is to say that I twill manifest itself that way. It could be doing bad. aphlianthropist gone wrong. And can you Deven do good in this world? Yes. Is that on the heigharchy values. I put it high. Without God there is no Good. You need the faith and belief that you can? You had to have had faith that you did good. But can you do that secularly ? Yes. But why do you believe in something that isn't real? Why do you believe Good is to come of this world?

It would have to be from within us. From an evolution standpoint why believe in good. This is getting hard for me. I think that is the literal argument. Why believe in good? If we are creatures of simply living why believe there is good. There is no good or bad to animal (will discuss this in another post). We clearly see good and bad and believe were in control of it. If not then why do we have criminal justice system? The fact that we choose to see good is something within itself. If you were to tell me you are an atheist and you wake up in the morning because you believe good will come I would ask why? Why would you choose to believe such a thing. The world is going to end one day. The son is going to burn up. Everything you know and believe will die. You are less than a speck of grass drifting through the wind. You are non existent. So how can you tell me that you believe good is to come and say there is no God. Because everything you are doing acts against that statement. And if you do not act as though good is to come then you did not wake up this morning.

Only the idea the world is going to be a better place and that you can make the world a better place is what wakes you up in the morning. The faith that there is a God. That he is good. Faith is a belief things will get better. What is the opposite of that. The opposite is no faith. No faith that something can pull you out of this hell. Because that is what it is. It is hell. What is hell? It's the separation of God. So to be a Christian and to commit suicide feel like the opposite of the gospel. It feels like you lost faith. The one thing gospel tells you to have is faith itself. It tells you to choose. "Believe in me", He says, "and you will have eternal life." How great is that? How great is the idea that you can continue to live and that it will be good. You won’t rot in this hell of abyss. Of nothingness until it crawls into you and conceives every cell you have. And to think you have the opportunity you have and to not take it. Jesus had the opportunity to end it all and was did he do? He bared the weight of the world. We are not Jesus, but he is the ideal. Separation of God? What would that be, to believe there is suffering that must be endured in order for you to overcome and when you overcome to believe good will come. That sin itself well be destroyed. You can bring order to the chaos. But to kill yourself? Too choose to not bear the weight of the world? That is against the gospel. That human. That is secular. I am not saying where are not human. I understand that we are not Jesus, but it is against the ideal. I am afraid we will be okay with not reaching the ideal. Every sin can be/ has been forgiven, but this one is forever. You can not rise again from this one physically. Your spirit can live on. Maybe that is great, but is that the story you want to have told? The story that the world became so tough that you opted out of it? Will this story help anyone? The story that you so loved the world you gave up your life for yourself? No. So in the end we must believe that he did not make this decision. That this was the devil himself. Making him turn to an uncontrollable pathway. But where does our freewill lie as christians? We will put to we don’t understand once again, but to God. That is not what I am worried about. I am worried about the kid who can now take his life because he knows where he goes. His nihilist thoughts that nothing in life matters and I said the sinner prayer so now I can leave eternally with the LORD. I am afraid for that kid. Because I am, was, is that kid. Who is gonna tell that kid that you have so much more to do. "Oh the plans I have for you" says the LORD. Who is gonna tell that kid if you can get through this you you can get through anything? Only that kid in the future can tell himself that if he gets through it. Life is still gonna be hard, if not harder. Your heart will always be broken, but you will gain new faith. You will gain a greater understanding of the world. Your words might not go anywhere, but they will go to you and that is a place worth going to. I love you, and this is me talking. Because nothing was going to get you through that except yourself and God. But with this, God could have you now and yourself can be in peace. I don’t want this ideology. I want the fear of hell. I’ve been there. It comes and goes. I just know how hot it gets now.